Yesterdays Pictures Are Old News

 so yesterday was teh Envy on the Coast/Alexisonfire/Norma Jean/Saosin show and it was nothing less than amazing.

We got there and took turns getting our merch since we were second row and didnt want to lose those spots. the guy in front of me looked just like erick schiller and it was scary. him and his gf didnt look like they had much fun at all, im guessing they were there for saosin but even then they didnt get to pumped.  The girl next to me and erica had pink purple blond and black hair, she was pretty nice the few tiems i talked to her.

So envy played first, none of them had on shoes, and they all looked stoned...jer for sure was haha. sal played awesomely. he does the funny stuff that no one seems to notice. not many people were relaly into them, i was, duh. i wish they would have played temper temper cuz thats the ultimate envy song, but they did play suckerpunch which is close enuf cuz i love that song too. after words sal thru a pic into the crowd but it dint pass the barriar. we saw the setlest on an amp once they wer off stage and we memorized the acronym for it so we could remmbr haha. andi got lots of good pictures, im not sure how ericas turned out haha.

once alexis on fire came out the crowd went crazy there was like 30 guys togehter that started a circle pit, i tried to push erica in, no luck. then the pit got broken up by a security gaurd and said if they started it again they woudl be out. all those guys were so obnoxious and so in love with the last 3 bands it was scary. after the pit was stopped they all pushed in on the center front and they were crazy and sweaty and tall and loud haha, i loved it. they would just be lik "sal, sal, shut the FUCK up" but it kinda got annoying, some guy crowdsurfed two times and fell on me and the girl with the hair and i felt like my neck was gonna break or something and we we?re both lik "ow did that hurt you too, fuck" haha. and yea, then kevin zweig fell on us too, that was weird haha, i was just like "that kid was on homecoming court" and yea. strange.

norma jean played, and were hardcore and stuff. andi looked like she was a fan but she was faking knowing the words, pretty damn good. haha. i did that too tho, just not as good, i touched the singers elbow when he came into the crowd and almost got their setlist but one of the crazy guys behind me did. oh yea, andi had the barriar during norma jean and saosin which is aweomse. i pretty much kept the same spot the whole time. 

saosin was awesome, they didnt interact with the crowd too much but the entire time all the guys were screaming for them to play seven years. they played it last duh, its not my favorite song, youre not alone is my favorite song, and they plaed that towards the end too. halfway thru there set tho a really cyute guy ended up next to me and i was like yay . adn yea, he seemed to liek the songs i liked which duh, hes at a saosin concert hahaha. at one point they started playing a really slow im guessing kinda lovey song and all the guys freekd out and a few were taping on their phones and they were all singing along like "smile for me my only/..." i dont know the song but it was sweet anyway haha. i bet they all at some point had a gf and like dedicated that song to her or something haha aww. and yes it was crazy crazy fun fun fun. this was the band i got sweaty during cuz i actually moved a lot more then the other two bands and sang alot and stuff. im suprised i dint get overheated considereing i had 3 shirts on haha.

after words there was no encore. andi went to get a shirt and i tried to call my mom. no one picked up. we saw sal and erica went to get andi but she told us to wait. andi came back and we met dan and he asked how we liked the show, all i could say was it was amazing and they were amazing. and yes. we told him we've been waiting  a year adn a week for them to come back and he kinda wouldnt belive us adn was like "really? it feels like its only been 5 months" and erica was lik "its been a lil more than that" and i was like "yea, its been a year and a week" haha and we didnt get an autograph cuz it didnt look like he had a marker or anything. none of us idid either cuz it wasnt a school day.

then we met sal and i made andi talk to him first, i dont know why haha. but i told her to tell him it was her bday and she did, i said it was golden. and it totally was. so she was like "its my bday, can i get a picture?" and he was like "yea, but you could get a picture even if it wasnt ure bday, but since it is i'll make a weird face." and he really did. then i was lik "can i get a picture too, even tho its not my bday or nehting" and he said yea, so i did and then erica did too

then we were leaving and saw bryan and he was like "youre all wearing a different one of our shirts" and wer like "your amazing" and hes like "your shirts are amazing" and then a security guard guy walked thru and he whispered to us and pointed at him saying "hes so gay" again all i could do was tell him he was amazing and that i loved them a lot. then before we left he was lik "come give uncle bryan a hug" so we did. it was fun haha.

once outside we saw jer and i was lik "its jer, ah its jer" haha this ones jer. and erica and andi were liek what so i showed them so andi did the bday thing again and it wrked again and he said the exact same thing as sal haha. andi got a pic, then me and erica got a pic togeher with him and he hugged us closer to him and was lik "feel the body heat, i can feel it" hahahaha, i could too. and he signed me and andis bat. but erica didnt want one.

some guy handed us say anything stickers and asked to take our pictures, so we let him haha. then we looked for my mom, found her car but not her, then we got freek energy drinks that were actually good, omg they were amzing, so we talked about how amazing it was. then we got a bunch of free sampelr cds that i prbly dont like and we decided to go inside the lobby area to find my mom inside possibly. we heard gwar playing when we got inside, we found my mom and brother immediatly and left.

the way home we discussed how we couldnt wait to tell aaron we heard gwar play live haha. my brther was rather freeked out by the experiance and out of no where while we were in the cart hes like "i saw a guy with 8 nipple rings" hahaha it was hilarious. and yes. i realized my brthr wore an abercrombie shirt to a gwar show. wtf hahaha. yes, we talked about the show and joked about htings and talked about the party the way home yay. haha

and i never really realized it before, well i did when i first heard them and i do now, that envy really is like one of my fave bands, even tho i dont listen to them much. but they are completly amazing, are great live and do everything just crazy cool and they are still dedicated to their fans which is amazing. i wil prbly attempt to have them play at a party again like i did a year and a week ago, but yes. they are that good i love them hahaha

friends=amazing
time spent with them=amazing and helpful
being alone=sucky and sad
being rejected=even worse
still keeping in touch and being happy=okayness
pretending everythings okay=heart wrenchin
assholes kegan kyle and marshall=suicidal
jelousy=is a bitch
frustration=frustrating and aggravating
halloween party=soon to be crazy cool

What's the point of
trying
crying
begging
If nothing ever works?

What's the point of
believing
hoping
dreaming
If it only drives me bizerk?

What's the point of
breathing
complaining
waking up
If every day is the same useless drone?

What's the point of
loving
laughing
living
If I'll always be alone?

i've been wierd. not bad weird just different weird. i've been more open with certian people and less open with others. im only posting this on buzznet cuz i will end up telling you 3 of my real life freinds eventually anyway and this is nice clarification.

i have decided that i will stop liking ian(haaaaaaahahahahahaa) yea, i know, its kinda impossible to just stop, but whatever, im not gonna bother myself with him any more. we're friends and its good, but since i asked him if there was ever a chance he would like me and then quickily said we were changing the subject and asked his favorite movie and instead of answering my first question he said v for vendetta....its done, i will no longer try.

but thats okay, becuase as a few of you know, i kinda like morgan. just a lil, but today at the game i gave miriam permission to like...i duno what shes gonna do, like tell him to like me or something haha, which she wanted to do right away but didnt so yea...

speaking of the game.....it was intresting
i made 3 new odd friends, devin, emily and dillion. their wierd but pretty cool i guess. i finally actually held a conversastion with Brazil, his name is either Hennen or Rennen so yea, hes nice and his eyes are like BAM. but yea, i always see him and we smile wave and say hi but we never really talked so im happy we finally accomplished that.

i also talked to aaron beasly for the first time since 7th grade but only not really haha

and uh yea...i duno what else to say really...

halloween party is a must and someone tell me on myspace WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS KISSING JACK SHIT???