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i get to go see Kill Hannah after all!!!!!!!!! im leaving in about a half hour and yay i cant wait! yay. so there are 2 local bands opening al/ong with Strata, who iv heard 2 of ther songs and currently im tied between like and disliking them   (?)   yes. so gah i luv luv luv kill hannah. im wearing the mat devine line thingy that he wears on the right side of his face kinda under his eye...becuase i want to duh. and i streaked my hair temp. purple just cuz im bored.

 

ok so i cant post the rest of the pics from the show cuz iv reached my limit for the month. but on sunday i will be sure to post the rest. go read my journal right before this for what the hell im talking about >>>

 

ps. AND i just finished my jeffree star painting so i guess i will have to wait to post that too :)

Okay...this was a really good show.

first band: i duno the name of that i really need to figure it out, they played last time too and were pretty good, i enjoyed them.

Between You and Me: really really really really good. i luv. im gonna check out there stuff so that i can actually hear it better n stuff, i suggest u check em out too cuz they are good good good.(not to mention one of their guitarists is highly attractive.) yes so they are good. about halfway through his guitar strings broke and it took him most of the song to fix it and then they had a lil break because of it, how embarrassing, but it was still a really good set.

(the?) Farewell Circuit: also really really really really really good. i likes em alot alot! their bassist(i think) looks like Dirty/Jack Black only younger and cuter...lots cuter his name was Evan and he kept saying "my name is evan, when we're done go check out our EP and talk to us, we want to be your friends if we arent all ready. tonight im gonna tell you evertying about myself" and some of the bands old roomates were there and between every song they were lik "hey man, u left your rice" and hand him a big thing of rice(their roommate looked just like dax sheperd) then evan was lik "and one time we went bow hunting for bucks....i thought i was gonna be good becuase i watched robin hood all the time but it was hard, we forgot one important thing, the deer pee, and since then we've had it in our freezer" and the guitarist or bassist(i forgot wich) was lik "whenever we went to get icecream wesee the buck pee." haha so they gave him a baggie/packet of supposed buck pee, haha. speaking of that guitarist guy he kinda looked like the singer of radiohead and had the movies of joe trohman. he was spinning and jumping and hopping and such. his guitar kept almost hitting me cuz i was really close, i was frightened yet happy. im gonna go look for their music too cuz i really enjoyed them!

And Then I Turned(Seven) Jamestown Story: by the time they came out most people had left and no one there but me nikki and jenny liked them really, or at least it seemed like it. this time all the members were there instead of just three!!! their violinist/guitarist looked like a young william beckett it was kinda freaky how much he lookedlik william, it was awesome cuz he spazed out on the violin, not the usual i guess. the drummer was short, it was cute. of course they played amazingly and i love them always and forever. halfway trhough singer/guitardudes guitar strings or somthing broke so he finsihed one song without it and then used another one, and they were missing part of their drum set so i think another band borrowed them one. very very very good, this time they actually were running around and stuff and it was fun stuff. i taped all of Hold On, so i will be posting that later. a few minutes after i taped that wutshisface singer was doin his stuff and he went over and kissed wutshisfaceguitarguy on the the check and walked away. then he laughed rolled his eyes and wiped his kissed cheek on his shirt. aw.

afterwords: i got two buttons, nikki got a cd. i wish i had more money :( then we waited for a picture with ATITS and yay we got one(without the william look alike but at the band joked "hes not that important, we dont like him"). robert took the picture and he thought he took it but didnt and then he tried again and took it while we wernt looking so evryone looked really angry i duno y, and hes lik "I took a picture!" all happy and one of the guys was lik "good job" sarcastically. then he finally took a good one and we left. it was wonderful besides my bro robert being there since hes begging all these bands for free merch. he got 3 buttons and was still asking for more! ass hole gah i cant stand him

follow up to that: this morning my dad asked how it was and i said good besides robert and he got super pissed and screamed at me and i got to school as the bell was ringing becuase he wouldnt move his truck so we could leave and yea, i got to get screamed at right before school by him and my mom and i was crying cuz i was super pissed about that plus everything else in my life and i couldnt help it and i got to school and i stopped crying ilke as i got into the building, it sucked and then my eyeliner was all over my face and shit and i was trying to rub it off and my face got all red plus my allergies and my friend stacie said i looked high when i had to do a small presentation in that first class. that sucks. yea. so now im babysiting so i can possibly hopefully i really really want to go to kill hannah tomarrow even though my dad said no more concerts. yea. soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yay for monsters inc. me and the kids im babysitting are watchin it. i havent watched it in a while.

I am currently working on a Jeffree Star painting for a friends birthday. i probably shouldnt have started it at 8:00 pm on a school night becuase when i start things i usually like to finish them within a day or two and i really want to finish this even though i probably wont even give it to her til April 12th. its about 11:30 right now and i dont feel like stopping but i have homework and i should get to sleep soon because my first class changes tomarrow so i should be all awake and stuff for the first day right? yes. soooo as it goes, i drew it out pretty good...i didnt think eyebrows(especially pencil thin ones) could be so damn frustrating. i drew them ok once before and was trying to do em the same exact way and it kept on looking wrong, now i have painted them too dark of a pink and still a little low. im still happy with the face though. im not sure if im doing a skin color or a washover of white on the face i duno, hes really pale but i duno if hes that pale yet im not sure if i want to risk it. im not a risk taker. im also not sure on how to do the outline of his face, if i want to go over it in black paint or how exactly i shall go about laying in the lines.  suprisingly i have made a very very good hot pink color for hes hair, i was happy when i figured it out. i didnt buy any yellow paint and i needed a skosh. luckily i had a very small amout left over from a dinosaur painting kit i had gotten weeks before and i used that. and of course, brilliant me....i made it great! ...i hope..... yes. sooooo if anyone has any suggestions in the lines of the face(cuz i dont want to make them too dark) and how i should go about the skin/face color....its appreciated. i will be sure to post a pic when im done.

i just had a very odd dream....very odd. and here it is from what i remember:

its winter and me, tony(from german class) and some girl were waitingi n the middle of my back yard, there were 3 chairs and they were sitting on theres but i was sitting right in the snow. nikki erica andi jenny and katie were all sitting on a big pile of snow by where the sand box used to be in the corner. we were wating for 30stm to come. the entire time tony was asking me stuff about how much i love them and i kept replying with theyre amazing...but mcr omg i cant wait to see them in  a little bit...theyr my favorite and this seemed to reapeat over and over.  then 30stm still wasnt there and i went to where the driveway starts and got a newspaper and it had this huge thing on it talkign about how if your seeing 30stm any time soon to not be suprised if they dont put on a good show, that they had all been super depressed lately, hate eachother, and hate fans.  a few minutes later jared tomo and shannon arrived. im not really sure what happeneed while they were there but it wasnt really good, although i do know they played on where the snow box was and every one sat around them, i think there was a fight of some kind but who knows

then its somthing different and me, everyon mentioned before(not the band) the kids i babyit for and some randdom adults i know were sitting around in our living room....not sure what was happening but the kids i babysit for wer crawling aroun(even tho ther too old for that) and i duno.....i think we were talking about my chemical romance and i was telling my mom about somthing

im at a really dark scary school but im familar with it as its the school i go to and i think anthony was in this wierd hallway thing and ben kept on walking past me in every hallway i went into but never said hi or anything. i stopped to get a drink at a bubbler....yea

every day me and erica would go to some class in the basement auditorium thing it was all blue and white cement, no desks or anything and there were dirt, mud, and blood marked all over the place, it was with thekids from our real chemistry class and some other kids cuz it was really full. we always got ther but i dont remember ever learning everything. we got surveys passed out to us to take or osmthing. then one we couldnt sit in back like usual so we had to sit in front of lindsey and kaci and they kept giving us dirty looks becuase our backs were touching their knees(cuz it was lik bleacher seating) eitherway erica said something really bad on one of hers and i got really mad and started yelling at her that it wasnt right or somthing, then i noticed i didnt have my back pack with me so i started asking her where it was and she wouldnt talk to me.  then we left and suddenly

me nikki erica, lisa(ericas mom) and ginger(nikkis mom) and kris(my friend saras mom) were sitting at this table on a hill that on the bottom was busy streets and stuff, like really busy and there was a long curvy road going down. ginger had driven us there. kris was really really drunk and i dont even no...she kept droping stuff and it would spiral down the huge hill and then go into the road and across the street and she kept saying we were gonna go get them, that it would be really fun cuz they were so far away and ginger kept sayin "i dont think thats a good idea" really nervously....

then me and erica were at this creepy gas station/store type thing and there was this bakery rack thing i duno and there wer pictures in 3 collumns. we heard the gasstation attendet guy talkign to us and everyone in the store about a demonic child who had taken pictures with 3 women and thats what we were looking at.  then he explained each picture and how it should ther demoncy(dont know if thats a word, i meant how they are a demon) or like satin child or somthing and it was really creepy. me and erica wer freaking out becuase than she thought she saw that kid go around one of the aisles, so we left and wer back in the school in this dark room with a table and i think old carousel parts -  i felt mrs myhres presence there - eitherway there wer 3 pictures on the table, one of each of the women and the demonic child....and we said somthing about them narrowing down what theyre looking for

i thik thats the last of what i remember. it was soo creepy weird. i woke up 5 minutes before they played the 2nd to last journey song of the episode, i think caled "My Journey" so yea. im never gonna fall asleep during sienfeld again...it messes with your head.

Today i woke up and thought "its okay...its the last day" i didnt no wut i meant by the last day but as far as i know its not the last day of anything. i could have meant the last day of the week(Even tho its monday) or the last day of school(and it actually did really feel like it today), or maybe the last day of everything(and i do feel ready to die lately) but i duno. it took me a second to realize what i had just thought....i have no idea what i meant and i wish i knew why that was my first waking thought.

like i said about today feeling like the last day of school, well in art we colored with crayons the entire time - not really school stuff, more fun last day activity(its the end of the term in a couple days), in world history we reviewed than had a test and did nothign for the rest of the hour, in german our teacher explained how she was being fired...without using those words and she wouldnt be coming back the next year. she was really sad and was gonna cry but then tried to be happy but it ended up being that fake happy where everyone knows its really sad and its worse than sad or happy cuz its so fake, there was quite the akward tension in the room especailly when she almost started crying even tho shes staying with us for the rest of the year. i duno, our whole class actually really likes this teacher too even tho most kids in the school dont, ithink shes okay, shes a good teacher too. web design was like every other day only me and libby talked alot about missing our poetry and novel h class...and i do miss it. chemistry was basically free work time. then i went home and sat alone til now when my mom is just now getting back from the hospital again for a ct scan. i dont know where rober and leah are and its really warm out. it feels like the end of school but its not.

as the end of everything goes. well i really do feel like thats what i may have meant becuase honestly thats how i feel lately and it sucks but whatever. i kinda do wish it was the end

i probably just meant its the end of the term, even tho thats not til wednesday but im sure thats what i meant. yea....okay......this is done.

ps. go check out my newest painting(cover of I Dont Love You) and some waay old mcr pics i posted

-rhianna o.

i finished my I Dont Love You painting! this one was harder but it took me less time...? the guys head looks kinda deformed and so does the girls but less.  i didnt get the right background color i wanted, it was a skosh too dark but yea, i really liked how it looked tho, like the texture becuase i used a diff kind of paintbrush for the sky and it made it all sky like and stuff(not sure how to explain it) yea, the lettering wasnt great either but it was good enough. if you want to see it go to my gallery on here called My Art.  comment n stuff if you like it. damn i wish i was painting somthing right now.

i hate when nothings how its supposed to be

         when nothing is how it seems

          when people arent themselves

         when things are different than you thought

        when things dont go as planned

        when everything you ever knew starts to fall apart

 

pretty much how i feel right now

My name is:  rhianna
I am: on the computer
Right now, I feel: aggreviated...mad at alot of things
The sounds I hear are: jay leno and his guest...lil bits of the new fob vid becuase its so slow so im waitng
Around me, I see: computer water bottle toy dinosaur speakers desk bright eyes envy on the coast and mothion city posters and boxes
I feel most connected to this person: prbly nikki
I think it's weird that:  I have problems talking to people
It bothers me when:  i dont know what to do
The best thing about my personality is:  I always try to brighten the mood of ppl
My worst quality is:  I cant be serious for the life of me
My favorite part about life is:  my friends and music
This is attractive in the opposite sex: stuff
Sometimes, I wonder about:  myself
I usually get bored while: im in world history
I'm afraid that:  I will have no control over anything ever. i will give up
If someone hates me, I: hatethem back
I admire:  nikki
I wish:  i was different
I feel exhilarated when: i find out what that word means
I appreciate:  not much. lately im appreciating my mom
I'll never get over: im not sure i understand
The best thing to happen this week was:  nothing good really happend to me this week. it was pretty shitty
I feel fat after: i wake up til the time i go to bed
If I could tell the world just one thing, it would be:  that pete wentz is an ass hole and to stop loving him so god damn much
Some people are just so:  hypocritcal or annoying
I'm optimistic about: ....actually not to much...i guess im optomistic that my friends will be there for me when i really need them
An event like this would traumatize me:  uh....one of my friends dying
I yearn for:  im not fully aware of the meaning of yearn..but if its want i want some soda
I'm jealous of: alot of people
I trust:  not many people. not myself.
My intuition is usually:  my intuition...sometimes its not tho
One time, I spontaneously:  made noises but i do that often
I haven't had this feeling in a long time:  happiness
I am proud of: my artistic abilities
I would never be seen wearing:  crocs..or nothing
The scariest dream I ever had was:  when i was younger so its not that scary anymore, i guess the most recent really scary one i had was when me and friends were being chased through a cemetary and then there was this huge fire and i dont even know.
I am annoyed because:  i cant frickin control my stupidity
I feel most beautiful when: pigs can fly
I could care less about: living
My favorite kind of movie is:  comedy or i duno
I often get distracted by: shiny objects. my thoughts. stuff.
I am eager to:  get over this pointof my life
I'm glad that:  i figured out who my friends were by this time
I feel guilty about:  feeling the way i do most of th time
This really hurts: to hate yourself
I've finally made peace with the fact that:  we all die. there is nothing to look forward to
I'm most talkative around:  probably nikki erica or libby
I was so embarrassed when:  i fell down the stairs while dancing in front of a large population of the school last year
One feeling I hate is:  not knowing what to say or how to say it
One feeling I love is: being cared for and accepted

im watching the new scrubs....like usual....and laverne is in a comma. thats just great u see becuase i love lavern shes awesome. not only is the fictional character of lavern now in the hospital but also my mom is. she has dyvaticulitis....(which has been mentioned on scrubs in the musical episode) but if she doesnt change some things shes gonna end up with my grandpa and get colon cancer. so yea, shes in the hospital for a while. great shit right here. this hole week is just magical

• i've been going more and more insane and falling deeper into depression
• our water stops working
• i stop eating for about 3 days
• a best friend tries to help and i try to but cant talk about my problems in person
• my mom gets dyvaticulatis and is in the hospital
• laverne is in a comma

awesome.

well day one(yesterday) went good. yes. today has been okay so far but i usually screw things up somehwere between 7-10 in this situation, but this time i wont. yes. only downside to it all was in chemistry i didnt feel too great becuase i couldnt go refill my water bottle. but whatever its worth it. so what now its been about 31 hours and going. good

ps. "i fight problems with bigger problems" it seems like it works and feels like it works but i know deep down that im wrong.

school=dumb & boring

activity period: haha jenny at falling...aaron was teh one who made her and he was as red as her clandestine hoodie

car ride: boring, mom tells me of possabilities to help her at work and get money

home:

• all of our water is out...gone..that means sinks, wash, toliet, and shower. how the hell am i gonna shower if our water doesnt work you ask, well i dont know? and this isnt a great time not to have a toliet either. see when the only thing that goes into your body is water it goes out pretty fast....
• internet - fob's getting sued. haha on them

babysitting:

• took some pictures on a walk with the kids, pretty sweet i must say
• while walking i got an injury, see there was this bored with an old rusty nail sticking up and it went right through my converse and into my foot. i dont have my tetnis shots...nikki was right, i should have gotten those 0.0
• more pictures
• really cold hands

home again: my mom told me we wouldnt be able to get our water fixed for a while becuase we have no money. i dont know when we're getting it back...damn. she also asked if i wanted a grilled cheese sandwich damn again.

currently: am going to post all those pictures i mentioned i took.

because anything is better than this. i am now jelouse of robots

1)they prbobly have a built in spell check so they know how to spell jelous right?
2)they dont have feelings
3)since nothing is in their control nothing can be their fault

damn robot whores. when i was younger i guess i felt the same way becuase once a jillion years ago for halloween i was a robot, it was pretty kick ass, much unlike my life.

 

 

This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees.
Do I mean what I say? Is it just this disease where I never go home.
Never telling the truth how this life eats away.
Not admitting I'm fake
and I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone?

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

Just don't tell me this doesn't mean the world,
'cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

 

you have no idea how true these lyrics are for me. the whole accoustic cd is good.

gah grr. fuck.

just got back from the show. pretty good. i went for 30stm and kinda the used and chiodos. its a pretty good place to get anger out with all the moshpits and shit. i must say it was a great moment when i saw this preppy jock ass hole from my school in one and rammed into him as hard as i could and yes, he recognized me, i cant wait to see what he does monday. ha. 30stm was great, they wore kilts....yes thats right kilts i guess for st patricks day, and they all had on green face paint stuff, pretty cool. the new bassist is whatever i duno, he didnt do the signings after. oh...the signings made me so angry. in order to meet 30stm u had to have a pink wristband which u could only get if u bought ther merch. how dumb is that?!?!?! but i did and i got it, i did end up shouting for jared to shave his beard while i was in line though so ha. shannon wasnt a prissy lil bitch this time either yay!

Feelings From Inside

Your eyes are to intimidating
And they stare into my soul
Penetrating my thoughts
Reading my thoguths in a whole
Thoughts that weren't meant to be known
Feelings from inside
Ones that were never shown
Showing that I've died.

Spiders

Let the spiders crawl from my head
Across my pillow
Down my bed
Stop them from eating my mind

I've tried to escape them
And I dont know how
Wont you tell me when
When I can escape their power?

Stop their destruction now
End it
But how?
If only i knew their secrets
                    as they know mine.

See My Truths

A painting of sorrow
A masterpiece of pain
a visual of my feelings
You will see tomarrow
All the things I cant describe
The things no one knows
Things that I'm ashamed of
And despretly try to hide
Now they're out in the open
For anyone to see
For anyone to judge me
Now is when I need you, friend.

Last in Line(first up for destruction)

Last in line
First up for destruction
Left behind
Straying from society
Forgotten name
Loosing self
Nobody around
Lonely soul dying
Ignored and hated
Abused and hated
...Hating...
            ...Dying...
                       ...Dead.

Hope

A ray of hope
A single glimmer
Shining through
Shining through the window
Dusk on my possessions
Sunrise in my head
lone light coming in slowly
Illuminating the dark
Bright quiet of alone

yay i got my paint, paint brushes and board/canvas thingie! im gonna start my painting after i get back from babysitting or maybe tomarrow, actually thats when i have to start drawing/planning it out THEN  i can start painting it but yea same difference, maybe il go start drawing/planning it out right now instead. yes. thats what i shall do, i hope it turns out okay, wish me luck?

okay so i was looking around randomly for frank stuff right, right, and i dont really do that often so i was a skosh suprised when i came across some info about Leathermouth, frank iero's other band that is signing to skeleton crew's record label and frank is the singer/throat. i love frank with all my heart, hes amazing in every way including guitar and such and he is so dedicated to his fans.....i just dont think he does great as a lead singer/extreme throat...dont hate me :) maybe its just that kind of music but i really just didnt like it, it kinda made me giggle.

for more info go to http://www.myspace.com/leathermouthlives

since im bored and babysitting - meaning i have nothing to do but this - i will write about how ridiculous fall out boy is. giving out prints with mixtures of their blood on it. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...i dont understand why anyone would do something so ridiculous. they said they're doing it to promote blood donations but i dont think people will get the point. when i first read about it before i got to the part about blood donations i thought, what the fuck are they gonna do, cut themselves and use that blood? whores. no, stupid kids who for some reason look up to that asshole pete are gonna want lil prints of their own made with blood and since theres only gonna be a few fob there gonna turn to their own blood(if they havent already). besides the fact that this is EXTREMLY creepy its wrong in so many way, i think before they think any further into this they need to consider the fact that they are promoting blood as somthing posative(which is not the greatest thing to do when some fans cut themselves, no im not stereotyping fob im just saying i bet they have AT LEAST one fan that does/has) and i think they need to get Pete tested for aids otherwise a ton of girls are gonna have paper with aids on it and i can only see how bad that could turn out. also, if a crazy enough fan ever gets ahold of one of these and somesort of a cloning machine things could be evenworse. who would want multiple pete wentz's running around taking dirty pics of themselves??? not good. not good. not good. i cant believe they're doing this, although im not sure if its a final decision, still, i cant believe its even a possability, if i go to a show and meet them im gonna yell at them.

ps. im watchin tv as i type this and thers this singing barbie with a moving mouth but this lil stand thingy sings for her, it reminds me, it could be petes next girl friend, you know, cuz he likes girl with fake noses that have other things sing for them.

i love these lyrics. its Winter by Bayside.

Winter

When Winter falls
Next year, I'll be holding on
To anything nailed down
As for being patient, with fate and all, it's getting old.
And my mind is slowly changing
I'm calling all my oldest friends,
Saying "sorry for this mess we're in,"
And I'm waiting, waiting
For the Sun to come and melt this snow,
wash away the pain, and give me back control, control.

An angel got his wings,
And we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Should we still set his plate?
Should we still save his chair?
Should we still buy him gifts?
And if we don't, did we not care?
It makes you think about the life you've led,
Shit you've done, things you've said.
And it's grounding, grounding.
I've been feeling three feet tall this month,
hardly indestructible.
But the snow melts, and the rhythm still goes on.

An angel got his wings,
And we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Friends stay side by side,
In life and death you've always stole my heart,
You'll always mean so much to me, it's hard to believe this

These nights in vans,
These nights in bars,
Don't mean a thing with empty hearts, with empty hearts.

An angel got his wings,
And we'll hold our heads up knowing that he's fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Friends stay side by side,
In life and death you've always stole my heart,
You've always meant so much to me, it's hard to believe
So much to me, it's hard to believe
So much to me, it's hard to believe this.

how is it that i am listening to beyonce???

o...its on some music award thing, i thought i was going 'crazy right now' hearing her, ok now some lady just told me that every girl wants to be beyonce,....i dont want to be beyonce.

wait...is kt tunstal pop rock? according to this she is along with pink, nelly furtado, and some other dudes. i dont know why im watching this i hate award shows(read stevens untitled rock column in AP a month or so back). DUDE some chicks on here singing back up for some guy have the mcr black bar going on wtf. wutever yea, either way im watching just in case they mention the best band in the world, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE duh. blar.....

okay, yea so...wutever.

My Chemical Romance -  March 1st. 2007

HOLY FUCK, let me tell you how amazing this show was.

    okay so we got to the arena like right  before Rise Against came on.  The instruments were great but the sound was messed up so for the first minute or so we couldnt hear Tim, damn.  Tim had a great speech about how there were many reasons people came to the show, some reasons being that this was the only place some of us could fit in, i guess he's pretty smart.

then, when Rise Against was done, My Chemical Romance came out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     Gerard was rolled out in  a hospital stretcher thingie with a patient gown on over his band uniform, they played all the songs of The Black Parade album in order, it was Amazing.  After about the third song Gerard was talking and he said

   "I just wanted to take a second to point out this guy over here in front kinda, the kid with the white sleeves underneth, he's been helping kids up, i've been watching him helping people this entire time so everyone give him a round of applause, can we get a light on him or somthing"

of course everyone cheered, no suprise. sometime after that a white tshirt was thrown on stage and gerard picked it up saying;

   "Oh,...a white t-shirt...my favorite"

sarcastically they finished the black parade set and ran off stage, i must say, Gerards run is quite entertaining, i would watch it if ever the opportunity, very...prancy.... so the lights werent coming back on and the rule is you dont leave til the lights come on, the lights came on and BOOM guess who was back on stage....and guess who was dressed in their OLD REVENGE CLOTHES...that means MIKEY WORE HIS GLASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for one song...omg i was lik crying, he also had the old black jacket he wore all the time on. Ray had on his small tight black shirt with jeans, bob wore bob clothes(hee hee) frank had his reg stuff on with his gloves and such and gerard had on THE leather jacket, you could see all the tears and damage done to it too, aw wow, i felt like i was seeing the old mcr because when they were wearing this they sang about half of the songs off of 3 Cheers For Sweet Revenge, amazingly wonderful, i was estatic. somewhere in the revenge time a pair of bunny ears were thrown on stage, Gerard picked them up and said...

   "Oh wow, well, I'm not going to wear these right now, but i'm SURE Frank Iero will want to, here put these on, you know, because its easter and shit"

and he placed them on franks beautiful head. frank played with the bunny ears on for a few minutes before the started falling off, when they fell off completly he picked em up and tried throwin them back on his head a few times, no luck and they were eventually kicked aside.  A while more later a pink boa was thrown on stage and of course gerard couldnt resist prancing around the stage like a little girl playing dress up for at least a good five minutes or so before throwing it off seductivly. speaking of seductive, there was an akward moment where gerard was doing somthing to mikeys chest....i really couldnt tell you what exactly, it was weird.  There was another thing gerard was saying during one of us speeches, im pretty sure before they played Give 'Em Hell Kid, it was kinda like this

   "There's been alot of stuff going around about us in the past year about us being some kind of 'emo death cult' and there's one thing we have to say about that - 1. we are NOT emo and 2. we are definetly not a fucking death cult"

i thought that that was just a great thing to say, i dont know why, but it was just really cool haha, yes. Overall this was waaaaaaaaaay better than the last my chem show i went to, there were 2 giant blimps, lots of confetti/glitter, and yes fire, both from the ground and falling from the ceiling.  After the show it was freezing but we waited outside for at least 2 hours i mean freezing, colder than cold and we were all in blankets and Worm came out and told us finally that the band didnt want to get sick so they werent gonna meet us and we had to leave so we went back to the car for a second, then we see worm pulling on a lil guys arm trying to bring him towards the bus, the lil guy hits him and his trying to get away towards where the crowd had been seconds before, he breaks free/convinces him to let him go. the lil guy...is FRANK IERO. worm follows frank over boredly to the crowd for now a huge group of people is back to where they were after witnessing such a thing,, worm announcing that Frank is sick and there will be no taking pictures with him, only a few autographs. i got one, i was like an inch from his face, his voice sounded as bad as mine cuz im sick too, we both were horribly sick his voice was all raspy and stuff and then i got a hug again and while all the rest of the people were getting autographs i took pictures and got some good ones(check out all my pics!!!!!) it was truly amazing how great frank was, the rest of the band didnt come out before they made us leave for real and they wouldnt have signed anything. worm starts pulling franks arm again telling him they really need to go and they start walking back a girl quick runs to frank and opens her jacket and asks him to sign her shirt(i think, i jus saw her opening her jacket and him reaching his hand inside to sign) and then they turned around and walked to the bus, then we left, it was awsome how cool frank was about it, he is now FOR SURE my favorite member of the band becuase on both occasions i met him and he stayed longest to talk to people and such, this time took a few pics with ppl even tho worm wasnt letting him. ahh frank. yay.