April was a rough month, to say the least. Although I had a lot of fun, I also was doing some really stupid shit. To be honest, an old eating disorder from high school came back from mid March to end of April and that got pretty bad....so then I fixed it in my own fucked up way. So now I'm dealing with the last week of class and finals. I have 10 big final things to do for classes and then I'm done. A lot of them I've had a long time to do, but I just didn't. Basically, my life was on pause for that month and a half and I'm kickstarting back into a really busy mess, but I feel refreshed, stressed, and everything else. But I'm better than I was doing and that's all that matters.
Here's to a better May. Also, expect me to be on a lot more towards the middle/end of the month!
Outfit of the day, wearing a new shirt I'm in love with.
Another new shirt I love. I was actually able to get a few new pieces of clothing when I went home for Easter. I NEVER get new things so it's nice to have a change.
Fabian playing flamenco guitar at open mic night. Crowd was impressed.
Jasmine performing one of her original songs live for the first time. She was suuuuupes nervous, haha.
Finally got to see Mahesh rap at Open Mic. Gaaahd, I have so many talented friends.
Kara and I saw New Politics at The Rave. It was a super small show, only around 50 people. Their singer came off the stage and breakdanced. It was awesome. It was an INCREDIBLE show. I fucking love New Politics, they were so energetic and crazy and what a great time! I'm to the left of the girl with the flash going on her phone.
Qi turned 23, so we had a party.
Jasmine, Skinny Kid, Lorena, and me.
Three of the German dudes. I don't know who took this pic or who had the idea, but I think it's cute.
So...here's where things get interesting. I drank. Yeah....so I drank, and my rule is go big or go home, so I got drunk. Fast. And it's only right that I share my drunken pictures because it will never ever happen again. Enjoy. Lorena and me!
Qi, Skinny Kid, and me! If you'll remember, Skinny Kid once passed out drunk and pantsless on our toliet. It's only right I get a drunk pic with him.
Qi and me! I jokingly promised her I would drink. And then I really did. She was stoned out of her fucking mind and drunk off her ass and spent most of her party throwing up. I'm just saying, it was a really interesting night. This is really not like us at all. But I love this picture.
With Jasmine and Christian. Jasmine was actually really upset that I drank. And, since I once compared me not drinking to her not smoking weed, she got drunk and went around trying to get weed from everyone at the party and I had to follow telling them all no after. Yikes.
This one is my faaaaaaaavorite, with my pseudo boyfriend, honorary roommate, future real roomate, Aaron. Apparently, one of my other roommates who so happens to be fucking him on a regular basis told someone "If she touches him, I'll kill her." later that night. Cuuuuuute.
With Erica, Jasmine, and Ryliee.
We tried to learn to skateboard.
I guess we got a little better, a very very little...
Legit the only reason to smoke hookah is for smoke bubbles.
I made a thing. Okay, well we had stuff going on for the second or third to last week of classes and the school was giving out shirts but they only have 2x and 3x left, so I got one, cut off the design, and sewed it to a shirt my size. It's a little crooked, but not too noticable.
So the 25th was a really bad night, and the 26th was a really bad morning. So bad that I had to take off of work (if you follow me on twitter, cross reference for more info, haha) but later in the day, Dominik and I got dinner, went exploring, walked around downtown, got lost on the way home, and then watched a movie. This really made my day 100% better and I think I'm heading in a better direction now.
Writing a HUGE paper on socialist feminism. Interesting topic but a 10 to 15 page paper is a lot of work.